Monday, November 22, 2010

30 Days of Thanks - Day 22

Today I am thankful for my front porch (and not having to work anywhere but my first job!!)! When we got home from school today Emily and I went out on the porch. It was a PERFECT fall day! I read (of course) and Em practiced her trumpet. The puppies ran around in the fallen leaves (without being on a tie or leash!! YEA Bridgette!!). Ahhh, I love fall in East Tennessee.

It was almost a year ago that we had the heavy winds that knocked down a tree on my house, destroying the porch in the process. Today was a good day to be reminded that even out of bad, God can make things good!

Romans 8:28 NIV And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose.

30 Days of Thanks - Day 21

Yesterday I was thankful for safe travels. We spent the weekend in Hickory, NC and traveled home last night. The ride home was 100% uneventful which is just the way it should be! I was never so glad to sleep in my own bed when I finally got there around midnight! I woke up this morning with that song from Nick "I Don't Wanna Go to School" running through my head. :-)

Saturday, November 20, 2010

30 Days of Thanks -- Day 20

Today I am thankful for my beautiful daughter Emily! Every day I am thankful for her... it honestly isn't that I am just trying to find something to be thankful for.. I could be thankful for good health, safe travels, Facebook, my Sony eReader, anything but I am so proud of her and love her so much that I have to make her my blessing of the day.
I am not one of those parents who thinks their child is perfect.. I am 100% a realist -- I know what a stinker my kiddo is! When she was little I used to say I never had to worry about someone kidnapping her cause they would bring her right back in 5 -10 minutes!! But I must say Emily has so many traits that I am so happy about... she is extremely caring and empathetic. She is one of the most courageous kids I know. Today she got up in front of a huge auditorium full of hundreds of people and danced a solo competing against kids who have been dancing for YEARS! (Emily has only been dancing about a year!) She was nervous and I could see she wanted to back out seconds before taking the stage but she didn't -- she persevered and even though she didn't place I know she grew from the experience.
Well, the dear child came back into the room and now I can't concentrate!!!

30 Days of Thanks -- Day 19

Better late than never ;-)

Today(well technically yesterday) I am thankful (again) for friends and family. My friend Nicole and I headed over to Hickory, NC for the girls clogging competition (go Emily and Chloe!!). It was so nice just to be able to catch up. Both of us have way too much going on every day to be able to spend a lot of time together so the 3 hour ride that turned into closer than 4 was a lot of fun! I am looking forward to spending this looonnnngggg clogging weekend with a friend!

I am also thankful for my sister Bridgette. Bridgette has always been an animal lover. So since she moved back to Pigeon Forge when ever I am out of town she has graciously agreed to watch my puppies and stay at my house. (This is wonderful for me AND for Momma since she always got roped into taking care of the dogs ;-) ) Well this weekend Bridgette is taking it a step farther and training the puppies on my new wireless fence. I am so excited!! I hate seeing dogs tied up -- these little guys LOVE to run so now they will be able to run in circles around the house as many times as they want!! Thanks Bridgette!

Thursday, November 18, 2010

30 Days of Thanks - Day 18

Today I am thankful for being able to eat dinner with Emily. Working 3 jobs we are so often rush, rush, rushing to get from point a to point b that we have no choice but to grab something at a fast food place and eat in the car from here to there. Today I only had homebound after school. I was able to go watch Em's dress rehearsal for her clogging competition this weekend and we went to Whaley's Market for dinner before our band meeting. We sat at a table and ate homemade potato soup with a fried baloney sandwich for Em and a hamburger for me and just talked. It was nice to have time together sitting at a table and just talking. Even though she makes my blood pressure rise (quite frequently) I love my daughter more than life itself and would do anything for her!

Wednesday, November 17, 2010

30 Days of Thanks -- Day 17

Grrr... how am I supposed to post a blessing when I am mad enough to spit nails?!? Breathe, breathe, focus, focus... lack of respect really pisses me off... in children it is understandable... in adult, nope -- no excuse! Okay, now that that is out of my system -- what am I thankful for today?

***thinking really hard here --- don't want this to be a generic post****

Teaching, I am thankful I am a teacher. I love seeing my students when they figure out how to do something for the first time or when they get so excited because they understand the "why" of something. Today it was great fun listening to them come up with definitions for words like confirm, valid, and ancient. Then working in our math journals so everyone understands (and remembers) what polygons are...and how the associative property of addition works. They are such little sponges who just soak up knowledge!

Today I am thankful I am a teacher.


Tuesday, November 16, 2010

Thirty Days of Thanks -- Day 16

Today I am thankful for the funky weather. Rain, wild winds, sunshine, storms -- we had it all today and I loved every minute of it. I have always loved the weather in weird kinda way... definitely not a science, wanna-know-how-it-works-way but more like a WOW, isn't our God amazing way. I love the sun when it is shining. I love the rain when it is falling (even more if I can spend the whole day at home!!). I love thunderstorms -- especially at the beach. Every season is my favorite when we are in it... gee, I honestly have never thought of these things in this way.

Monday, November 15, 2010

Thirty Days of Thanks.. Day 15

Lots to be thankful for today...
Thankful for my dear friends who read my post yesterday and made comments to me today. I had totally forgotten that I had some automatic update emails being sent out AND I had forgotten that I had my blog linked with my facebook. I knew when I was writing last night that I wasn't writing entirely in private -- by posting it on my blog someone someday might come across it... LOL didn't realize I was forcing it down friends throats! ;-)

2 main things I want to write about tonight though...
First -- I am thankful for my job at Smith Family Dinner Theater. Most nights when I go into work one show is ending and I am there to set up for the next show. On those nights I get to hear the gospel part of the show... listening to Charlie Bob sing "O Holy Night" and listening to Jim sing "How Great Thou Art" every night helps keep me centered. Fabulous family, fabulous show.. if you ever get a chance to watch it you should just for those 2 songs alone!

Second -- I am thankful for the man at the pizza restaurant who thought Emily and I were sisters. My age has never bothered me... but it is still nice to know that everyone doesn't automatically think I look old enough to be the mother of a 14 year old! LOL Or maybe it is just the fact that my 14 year old looks older than 14!!




Sunday, November 14, 2010

Thirty Days of Thanks... Days 1 - 14

This will be the first time I have used this blog to post something personal and NOT related to the babies in Romania but I am too lazy to create another blog and too mentally exhausted to think of a cutesy title and layout.
My dear friend Tami has been doing a Thanks a Day blog during the month of November and I decided I wanted to join in. Today has been a rough day but even on our roughest days we need to count our blessings... so here I go...


Blessing #1: I am thankful that I was raised by Christian parents and became a Christian at the dear old age of 9. Without God I would be so lost... I cannot even begin to imagine where my life would be without him. I am a firm believer that Jesus died on the cross for you and for me and even though I prove myself unworthy of His love every day He still loves me and walks with me...waiting for me to get back on the right path.

Blessing #2: I am most thankful for my wonderful, fabulous, creative, funny, pookie daughter Emily. She is my greatest gift from God. I am so not worthy to be her mother!

Blessing #3: I am thankful that my family has always been there for me. Even though I know I have disappointed them many, many times they still love me and will always love me.

Blessing #4: I am thankful for my dear friends. I am a HORRIBLE friend... I constantly forget things and am inconsiderate but for some reason my friends are still hanging in there!

Blessing #5: I am so thankful that I was able to go to Romania and rock babies. I met so many wonderful people... it truly allowed me to see the human race in a better light! Even though as I re-read the last entry on my blog (before I started posting tonight) about dear sweet Ema-Elena dying I was terribly sad... I also know I was so blessed to have known her. She made me a better person in the 8 weeks I spent with her. I can only hope and pray that she felt the love I had for her and was comforted by it.

Blessing #6: I am thankful that I was born in America. Way too often I have taken my freedoms and liberties as an American for granted!

Blessing #7: I am thankful for our Armed Forces and Veterans who have protected those freedoms that most Americans (myself definitely included) take for granted.

Blessing #8: I am thankful for my jobs... all 4 of them! Even though I am tired and grouchy and feel like I have no time for myself I am thankful that I have had the opportunity to earn extra money when so many are unable to find work. (For those of you who are wondering what those jobs are -- I am a 1st/2nd grade multi-age teacher, after school I teach a homebound student 2 days a week, I also greet guests at a local dinner theater 3-4 days a week after school, then I also sell Thirty One products.) Nine per cent of the labor force is currently unemployed.

Blessing #9: Even though I have only been blessed with one child of my blood, I am so thankful for the 30+ that are a part of my life from year to year. Being able to teach multi-age and have the same students for 2 years I have grown to love my students more than I could ever explain. I feel as responsible for them as I do for Emily... they truly feel like family.

Blessing #10: I am thankful for the roof over my head.. even though it contains 2 smelly dogs and 2 crazy cats -- or vice versa! Once again too many of us take things for granted... having a warm place to come home to is a luxury even though many of us feel that it is a right! (About 1.6 million people were homeless in emergency shelters or transitional housing at some point during the year between October 1, 2007 and September 30, 2008.)

Blessing #11: I am thankful for the ability to read. My first 3 years of formal education I had teachers that are still touted as being the best in our area -- in Kindergarten my teacher was Mrs. Helen Rawlings, in first grade my teacher was Mrs. Reba Hood, and in second grade my teacher was Mrs. Betty Lewelling. Those teachers (along with my parents) instilled in me a desire to learn... and a desire to read. Reading is my favorite past time. I love having the ability to lose myself in a book! While the literacy rate in America is high too many people are ALITERATE!!! Aliterate as defined by Webster's is "the quality or state of being able to read but uninterested in doing so". As Emily would say, "SAD FACE!"

Blessing #12: I am thankful for my church's new pastor. Pastor Denny Ford is a man of God.. he isn't afraid to let you know that God will be the one leading him, not the people of the church. In the short time he has been at our church he has already taught me so much! I am so happy that Emily is going to have memories of his influence as she makes important decisions about her future.

Blessing #13: I am thankful my daughter is more musically gifted than I am! As I am typing Emily is in her bedroom playing her trumpet.. she has grown so much musically in the past year! I am loving every moment of watching her grow in a new and different way. She is also becoming quite the clogger. I never would have thought she would like clogging... but once she had her first lesson she was hooked! Clogging is a part of Em's family history (the dance originated in Europe but was prevalent here in the Appalachian mountains). My grandfather's family lived in the area known as the Sugarlands which is now located in the Great Smoky Mountains National Park, when Papaw Sam was a boy they were forced to move off their land in order for the GSMNP to be established -- that heritage is extremely important to Emily and to me!

Blessing #14: I am so thankful that my friend Tami decided to share her daily thanks and inspired me to do so... even though I started way behind I hope to be able to post daily for the rest of the month.